Lamentations?

Around a month ago, I was astonished when someone could go attending an event in the middle of finishing her journal. So, I asked her "How could you even go? I would feel restless if I were you"

Then, she replied "don't forget to be happy"

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Several weeks ago, someone asked me whether the most things that makes me happy or sad.

*The moment of silence*

What is it? To make me happy? Hmm.. *Think hard*

Lamentations 3: 17

I fail to look upon You

However, I have Faithful God when I am faithless

I cry to The Rock of My Soul

Desperately Need You (2)

Like a woman at the well

I was seeking

For things that could not satisfy

And then I heard my Savior speaking

"Draw from My well that never shall run dry"

Fill my cup Lord

I lift it up Lord

Come and quench

this thirsting of my soul

Bread of heaven

feed me 'till I want no more

Fill my cup

Fill my cup and make me whole!

"You have formed us for Yourself, and our hearts are restless till they find rest in You:

Augustine, The Confessions

In the middle of misdirect of satisfaction and great anxiety.

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Menjerit tanpa suara

Berteriak tanpa nada

Whatever it takes, Lord

Keep me desperate for You

Desperately Need You

ARGH!

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