Sahabat Kecil by Gita Tunggal Crescendo Singers League

Senin, 28 Maret 2016

The Supper at Emmaus: On Fire!


"THE SUPPER AT EMMAUS"
Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio
(1601)


Wew relistis banget yak :" Entah ilusi optik atau guanya yang melihat tangan orang yang kanan tuh kaya keluar dari gambar dan mau meraih gua? * apasih -_- Dan ada lagi yang agak aneh.. Itu orang yang lagi diri kok agak beda yak.. Trus pas googling ternyata pelukisnya sendiri yang ngegambar dirinya dalam peristiwa itu.. Ini yang namanya narsis atau penghayatan yak? -_- wakakakakak

Peristiwa yang menjadi titik tolak Kleopas dan satu orang lainnya (ga dicatet dalam Lukas wkwk) dalam penglihatan akan kebangkitan Kristus. Penglihatan yang membuat mereka berkobar-kobar setelah mengalami kelesuan luar biasa karena Kristus, yang dahulu mereka anggap sebagai nabi dan pembebas bangsa Israel, mati di kayu Salib. Dann ini baru aja dibahas dalam sermon Sekolah Minggu kemarin wkwk sekalipun gua harus CO buat paskah. Padahal mau sermon aja :'

Penglihatan atau visi yang mereka alami secara langsung ketika sedang menyantap makan malam membuat suatu lonjakan iman yang berkobar-kobar. Hmm teringat Kamp Kepemimpinan Siswa Jakarta 2012 dalam eksposisi Yeremia. Temanya "Rohkris-Mu dihatiku, karena Firman-Mu dihatiku"

  If I say, "I will not mention him,
or speak any more in his name,"
there is in my heart as it were a burning fire
shut up in my bones,
and I am weary holding it in,
and I cannot

Jeremiah 20: 9 (ESV)


"Tolong kasihanilah kami yang belum makan 3 bulan" *sepik deng


Did I really look like this 4 years ago? -_- Apa kabar bapak koordinator acara?


Lah ini kapan fotonya? Harus banget pas doa? Kalo gitu ga usah berdoa lagi lah daripada difoto kaya gini #lah


Hey, Gaston! :") Thank for sharing your vision to serve Indonesia as an evangelical doctor. But, finally our Father called you first than me in 2014 hahaha. See you, bro!


Eh, ada pak korwil dengan *ehem :* Eh sudah ga usah dibahas.. Ntar gua dipecat dari PSKJ wakakakak


Suatu penglihatan akan kebangkitan Yesus Kristus mengobarkan Kleopas dan murid-murid lainnya.
Suatu penglihatan untuk menggenapkan visi Allah bagi siswa untuk mengobarkan api semangat dalam menjangkau siswa.

Dan sekarang aku rindu dibukakan matanya, seperti Kleopas yang akhirnya baru melihat Kristus setelah diberikan penglihatan, yang akhirnya menyegarkan dalam menjalani panggilan mulia Allah bagi siswa, baik dalam PSKJ maupun Sekolah Minggu.

(1) Bukakan mataku, Tuhan 'tuk lhat kebenaran-Mu
B'ri padaku kunci ajaib, 'tuk lepaskan belenggeku

(2) Bukakan t'lingaku Tuhan, 'tuk mendengarkan Firman-Mu
Agar apa yang ku dengar, hanyalah Injil Tuhanku

(3) Bukakan mulutku Tuhan, 'tuk memb'ritakan Injil-Mu
Buka hatiku, O Tuhan, penuhi dengan kasih-Mu

Reff:
'Ku menantikan Tuhanku
Kehendak-Mu yang jadilah
Roh Kudus menyertaiku
Dan pimpin ku


KOBARKAN HATIKU YA ALLAH!!

Sabtu, 26 Maret 2016

The Melody of Desolation

For the director of music. To the tune of "The Doe of the Morning" A psalm of David.

My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?
     Why are you so far from saving me,
     so far from my cries of anguish?
My God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer;
     by night, but I find no rest.

Clearly we understand each other, David!! Hahahahahah... I could imagine the melody of desolation in this stanza. The feel which broken inside when you are separated by the people to whom your love is due.

Based on his background, I think this is one of the reason to cry out unto the LORD

All who see me mock me;
      they hurl inside insults, shaking their heads.

While I was reading this, suddenly the shadow of being discourage came back again. Well, I still have to take heart for this continuously. But, Christ, The One who trembled at a tree, "sang the same melody" like David had done.

Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ... "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?"

"The redemptive work of Christ extends beyond reconciling us to God. Jesus inaugurated a kingdom that is about restoring what was broken at the fall"

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1 Samuel 8-9, Israel asked for a King to Samuel. "Give us a king to lead us... We want a king over us" they said. They begged Samuel to grant their wish. I learn how bold were they only to ask for a King. Until the LORD said to Samuel that he would find a man named Saul and anointed him to be a King of Israel.

Well, it gives encouragement for me to ask and face him with confidence. Just cry to him. Whatever my burdens or desire will be, I can come closer (again) to him in prayer.



Well, I found this pic on facebook while I was writing. Hahahaha thank you so muuchh!!!

Selasa, 22 Maret 2016

Message?

Well, another astonishing moment to write.

I was in the beginning of The Law on Constitutional Court Procedure's class today (or yesterday?). And yeah, I fell asleep as usual. A little bit sleepy and tired at that time. Moreover, the class was so cold and it was raining outside. Then, hoooaammmzz it happened quickly.

I found myself in confusion because of a Passover's invitation card when I woke up. It was not about whether I am invited or not. However, there is a sentence written on the card:

"I love you at your darkest"
Romans 5: 1-11

Who gave this while I was sleeping? (Yah anak PO lah -_-) Why didn't s/he wake me up, then? In the the most deceitful situation like this? The time is so perfect.

Hey, it feels like the words came from Him directly. Suddenly, love becomes real for me. I hope it will not be for a while.

I do not see any hypocrisy there. There is merely love only. Oh, great. Because I'm so sick to see hypocrisy anymore.

Kamis, 17 Maret 2016

PRISONER

AAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH
WHAT
THE
FUCK
IS
THIS!!!!!???

I
AM
DONE

BUAT
APA
BERTOBAT
KALAU
HIDUP
LEBIH
HANCUR
DARIPADA
SEBELUM
MENGENAL
DIA?

BUAT
APA
IBADAH
KALAU
BUSUKNYA
INSAN
TIDAK
TERSENTUH?

GRUDGE
PORN
HYPOCRITE
ANGER
DESPERATE
GUILTY
BITTERNESS
MESS
HATRED
SORROW
SHAMEFUL
LIE
MURDER
SUICIDE
RAPE
TORTURE
STRANGULATION
CYANIDE
BOMB
SHOT
GUILLOTINE
BURN
COZENAGE
APATHETIC
SHIT
DAMN
MOCK
FUZZY
STUN
MASTURBATE
MUTILATE
FAKE
SCRAM
SCREAM
PUNCH
FRACTURE
FRAGILE
POROUS
HANDCUFF
DUNG
CANNIBAL
FRUSTRATE
DRUGS
STARVE
THIRST
SATISFACTION
LUXURY
ACCEPTANCE
AGONY

THANK
YOU
FOR
GIVING
ME
THESE
SHIT

BEAR
THESE
SHIT

EVERYDAY
IMAGINE
THOSE
GODDAMNED
THINGS
EVERYDAY
FOR
SEVEN
CONSECUTIVE
MONTHS

ONCE
I
JUST
WANNA
HAVE
ONE
CHANCE
TO
ERASE
THEM
FROM
REALITY

OR
ERASE
MY
OWN
EXISTENCE
FROM
THIS
WORLD

MAYBE
IT
THE
RIGHT
TIME
TO
TURN
MY
WAY

THE
OBJECTS
ARE
NOT
THEM
ANYMORE
BUT
END
MY
LIFE

FINISH
THIS
JOURNEY

CLOSE
THE
DOOR

THROW
AWAY
ANYTHING

BUT
WHY
THE
FUCK
I
CAN
NOT
DO
THIS
MOTHERFUCKER

THERE
IS
WAR
INSIDE

THIS
IS
THE
END
OF
ME

Sabtu, 12 Maret 2016

Walking Through The Darkness

Sangat amat spesifik yah.
Nafsu untuk membunuh.
Kali ini firman tidak lagi mengubahkan. Khotbah maupun saat teduh hilang dayanya untuk mengubahkan. Malah cuma balikin trauma doang. Yah kalo gini caranya:

I'd rather not reading scripture anymore

"David’s anger was legitimate—he had protected Nabal’s shepherds in the wilderness (vv.14-17) and had been repaid evil for good. However, his anger was leading him into sin. David’s first instinct was to sink his sword into Nabal, even though he knew God did not approve of murder and revenge"

Damn you guys. It seems like I'm going to hell right now. Thanks for the hypocrisy, Pharisees. All the fuck you've done is enough.