Mixto

Feel like doesn't wanna hear any love stories anymore. It's an extremely sensitive issue. Once bad thing happen, it will be very hard to fix it. You may lose your mind, trust, or even relationship to the others. Or may I'm being reminded anything from God? No idea.

Well, basically people have a chemistry reaction in their body when they fall in love with someone. I ever had that feeling of course. The chemistry reaction could affect their mood, whether it is a good mood or bad mood. Why? Because for me, love has amazing power! When you see love as a grace, you will find out that love can bring happiness, forgiveness, and perseverance. You can apply these to whoever you love, either to the special one or to the neighborhood. In my eyes, Cross is the ultimately love that ever showed. However, when you see love as an idolatry, everything are going to be a 'monster'. Even if you are have a good spirituality, you may fall into bitterness, disappointment, and hatred. It is very potential to leave everything because you love something too much.

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When I finished my dinner, suddenly, I missed someone whom I've never met yet. A gentle doctor called 'Om Lukas'. Two years ago, he was just an ordinary doctor. Doing her job as professional doctor without knowing nothing what was he really did hahahaha. Until those miracles happened, it changed everything. He became a believer! What a surprise! He was just been astonished by God's sovereignty. His patient (censored) should have been died! Hahahahah... I think it was very complicated to be written hahahah.. However, God said to him that doctor are just little than Himself. When God wanted someone still alive, He would open the way beyond our expectations.

Now, he has already passed away. Happy yet sad. Happy to know that he knows Jesus is The Savior of the world. You always have a time to share the Gospel! You will never know when God will call someone back home. In other way, I'm sad because I can not talk each other anymore. More specific, I can not make any health consultation with no money included hahahahah..