Clash

Me   : Father, I want to run!

God : ...

Me   : Why silent? I wanna escape from these stuff.

God : Don't run! I will crush you.

Me   : What kind of crush are you talking about? Please, Father! I can't handle it anymore.

God : Hold on.

Me   : How long do I have to keep silence? I'm burning out!

God : Son, listen. Don't you know that your mission is Mine?

Me   : I do know! But, I just feel exhausted.

God : I understand. There will never be easy to complete this. This is a very important mission. Look, there! There are too many students dying. Serve them! Keep on the track. I will never leave you.

Me   : But, Father! Isn't your Son feel the same thing as mine in the Garden of Tears? Feeling pain, alone, rejected? No one besides. Even Your sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground! That's a proof that You was so languished! Am I wrong, Jesus?

God : You are right, My Friend. I was in the base of grief. That was a great deal.

Me   : Then?

God : Sam, I chose death. My life is not mine, but His. I took the cross alone. The most contemptible way to die. There was no one of my disciple came along. Come closer. There are still scars in my body. Sure I know your feeling.

Me  : Yeah, it's clear enough. You sacrifice a lot. Oh, once again! May I have a permission to put off my cross behind?

God : I'm afraid I can't.

Me   : It was a joke -_-

God : Hahahahah.

Me   : Well, I need strength to complete this. Please promise me that You will never leave me. I need friend to walk along with me.

God : I give you My word.