Jika ada jalanku serong dari salib-Mu
Tolong kembalikan sesuai dengan salib-Mu yang lurus itu.
Gua lupa itu kata-kata siapa yang kurang lebih kaya gitu dan siapa penulisnya. Tapi, ini teringat pas lagi nyiapin bahan buat sekolah minggu huft..
But, well gua menikmati rangkaian hari ini hahahahah
Paskah Perkantas yang entah kenapa ngebukain lagu ini pas bagian saat teduh dan kena banget broh hahaha :") Bersyukur untuk tidak melewatkan kairos ini...
Mungkinkah Akupun Serta
Mungkinkah aku pun serta tertolong oleh darah-Nya
Akulah pangkal siksa-Nya, yang menyebabkan mati-Nya
Agung benar, ya Tuhanku: Engkau tersiksa gantiku!
Agung benar, ya Tuhanku: Engkau tersiksa gantiku!
Jiwaku lama menjerit, dipasung dosa yang seram
Surya-Mu bagiku terbit; penjaraku pun benderang
Terbukalah pasunganku; 'ku bangkit dan mengikut-Mu
Terbukalah pasunganku; 'ku bangkit dan mengikut-Mu
Kayanya belum lama gua nulis "prisoner" dah HAHAHAHAH
Iya, Dialah Yesus yang mati di kayu Salib untuk menggantikan manusia binasa ini. PA-in lagi Lukas 23:26-32 dimana Yesus diperlakukan seenaknya oleh prajurit dan algojo disana layaknya penjahat padahal ada dua penjahat sungguhan di sampingnya. Well, yang harusnya disalib itu gua. No doubt!
Tapi, karena penyaliban itu telah menuntaskan semua hal tanpa terkecuali, sekarang bagianku yang meresponi panggilan kematian itu.
At least, there are divided into two classifications, a call to live our sin and crucify them and a call to leave the most beautiful things in your hands. Need to be reminded every single time, actually.
First.. while I am being sanctified by the blood of Christ, I have to admit that day by day sin seems so attractive to follow. Like I have no power to control this body not to do sin. Until in the lowest and darkest point, I knew that He is there to pull me up. O, what a gentle savior!
Second.. Actually I don't wanna discuss it. But, when I look again at the Cross there is no reason to dismiss it. It happened accidentally, I guess. But, it was totally ruin my obedience. Well, okay I failed to obey perfectly. "Karena nila setitik, rusak susu sebelanga" A short-shocking-awkward conversation. I was mad at that time. Then, I turned off my cell-phone just to ask God to keep me on His track. Should I remind her? Nope, I have to remind her. And it had done. Once Thy Word came unto me clearly to give it, I will never ask it back. Today, I have to make sure the love I need most is only found in the death of crucifixion.
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A REPLY
Hello, it's me. Hello from the other side! Hahahaha
A little bit surprise that you made one posting for me hahahahahah.. Hey, we met accidentally tante wakakakakak
Wah wah.. Gua aja belum ngecek postingan lo tiba tiba udah nongol kaya ginian.. Gimana kalo tulisan lo gua upload di warungsatekamu? Trus ntar dijadiin video deh~ Sebagai balasan HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *candadeng
In my point of view, the reason why you were given these conditions is just simply you had already give your life to death, right? Remember, Break Me Down and Look You Up? You prayed the same prayer as I had done before. Unfortunately, when the trials came along here I was not ready yet to face them all.. And now when you are in a hard circumstances like this, including my problems, isn't that a consequence when we put our life to death, like "a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies"?
And the same feeling as you have, I don't have any idea about your struggles. Well, it's my turn to pay back *lah.. Keep bow down on your knee, tante!!
I really appreciate it....
Inget, Elisabeth Elliot yang nyebelin itu hahahahahaah..
And, for all the follower of Christ let us give our life, dreams, sins, to the One who own our life! (Enak yah kalo ngomong, tapi ntar kalo diremukkan lagi ga tau gimana jadinya wakakakakak)
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